Sunday, 16 March 2014

Moving Fast

I let his hands go up
and down my body.
I love it when he does that.
He greases me up and I shine
in the light.
When he takes me out,
he drives me fast.
I give him the best I got,
as his hair blows in the wind.
He turns me on sometimes,
just to show his
friends.
I don’t mind, I love the
attention.
He sometimes
lets his friends ride me,
but I’d rather him.
He knows how to handle me.
He knows me inside and out.
He should know,

he built me.

Saturday, 15 March 2014

Heart Monitor

Thomas could smell the clean scent of newly washed bed sheets; flowers, and the smell of soap and alcohol. Something was beeping close him by. Opening his eyes, he saw a white ceiling. When he turned his head, he saw the usual things, familiar to him from the movies; an IV was going into his arm and a heart monitor. There was a cast on his left leg and a bruise on his right arm. His chest was pulsating with pain.
A nurse walked into his room with some papers and asked “How are you feeling?”
“My chest is killing me,” he paused, “what happened?”
“You were in a car accident. You’re lucky to be alive. You have a concussion, and you had to have surgery to get glass out from your skin and you have a broken leg.”
She walked a bit past him pulling a curtain away showing another patient. Thomas looked over to see an old man lying in the bed next to him. “Shit!” he thought to himself, “why am I in a room with an old guy?”
How are you today Mr. Edwards?” the nurse asked the old man.
“I’m doing just fine Ms. Shirley, just fine.”
I’ll be back with your medication Mr. Edwards.” She said with a smile. “And I’ll be back to give you some pain medication for your chest.” She walked out giving Thomas a frown; his eyes following her. Looking at the door, his parents walked in smiling.
Oh! My little munchkin!” his mother said running in and squeezing him tightly.
“Mom! Get off!” he said turning red in the face.
Hey son, I’m happy to see you’re all right.”
Hey Dad.” Thomas paused looking around in the room, “what happened?”
You were driving home last night from Rob’s house, when an eighteen wheeler T-boned your rear end. Your car flew into a ditch and flipped a couple times.”
We were so worried. The hospital kept bouncing our calls from here to there.” His mother said with tears starting to come to her eyes.
“Mom, I’m okay though.”
We should let you get some rest son.” His dad said smiling at him.
“I’m happy you’re okay!” his mom said, looking at him head to toe smiling.
“Thanks. I’ll see you guys later”
“Love you son.”
I know.” He said.
They walked out and it was quiet again. He only heard the beeps of the heart monitor.
“Your parents seem like nice folks.”
Thomas turned to look over at the man. He looked frail. He was wrinkly and bald and his eyes looked like they could tell a story. He had no flowers or balloons, no drawings by grandchildren. His side was bare. “They’re all right I guess.”
You’re lucky to have them around.” His voice was soft. “When I was your age, my parents were dead.”
“How’d they die?”
An explosion. It destroyed their whole town. I was only a child. I was at our family farm when it happened. They were in town getting a few things I guess.
Where was the explosion?” He asked.
“Halifax.”
Wow!” Thomas paused. “My names Thomas.”
Mr. Edwards, but you can call me Eugene.”
Nice to meet you Eugene.”
Looking back at Eugene’s bare white wall, Thomas asked, “Eugene, how come no one’s come to visit you?”
“How could you tell?” he asked with a smile. He continued, “Well son, I have no one left. I was an only child and my wife died three years ago.”
“No kids?”
You could say that.”
“What do you mean?”
“My sons have left me. I don’t even know where they are anymore.”
It was silent in the room; all that Thomas could hear was the beeping of the heart monitor.
“Eugene?”
“Yes son?”
“When are you getting out? Of the hospital I mean.”
The only way I’m getting out is through the morgue son.” He said in his soft voice.
“Oh,” Thomas felt bad for asking, “I’m sorry.”
Don’t be Son; it’s a part of life.”
“Are you afraid?”
Of dying? No, son. But one thing does scare me.”
“What’s that?” Thomas asked, looking over at Eugene.
“Being alone when it happens.” He said looking over at me.
All went silent. Thomas looked at the bare wall as he listened to the faint beeps of Eugene's heart monitor.



Friday, 14 March 2014

The Bitterness of Coffee

 Richard hadn't realized how much he hated the taste of coffee until now. He sat in a café, sipping his coffee, alone. Maybe it was the loneliness he didn't like? He had a newspaper in front of him, which he aimlessly flipped through while eating his breakfast, two eggs and sausages with toast. He looked around and saw only one other person in the café. He saw that she too was eating and looking at the paper as she sipped their coffee. He looked at her, a woman of maybe twenty-five, and realized she was quite attractive.
Long dark hair and dark skin. The thought passed through his mind to go and talk with her. He flipped through a few more pages. Taking one last swig of his coffee and got up. Pretending to go to the bathroom, with his coffee in hand he passed by her and looked at the newspaper.
“Ah! The comics. My favorite page.”
She looked at him with a smile, “Mine too.” She said.
“Nothing ever worth reading in the paper except them.” Richard said leaning on the chair across from her. She laughed.
“I want to ask, you don’t have to say yes, but I was wondering if you could use some company?”
Looking around at the empty seats, she nodded. He pulled out the chair and took a seat with his coffee.
“Richard” he said beaming.
“Jenifer” she said.
“If you don’t mind me asking,” Richard said, “What are you doing alone on a beautiful Saturday morning?”
She looked outside at the rain trickling down the window. She laughed,
“I don’t know. I woke up this morning and found myself walking into here.”
“I see.” said Richard. “Kinda the same thing for me. I don’t know why but I find myself in here every morning.”
She looked at him then back the paper. It fell silent for a while. He looked at her as she read the comics.
“What do you do? I mean as a living.” Richard asked.
“I’m a teacher.” She said, glancing up from the comics.
“What do you teach?”
“Math.” she said.
“Which school?”
She sipped a bit of her coffee, “You've probably never heard of it.”
“Try me!” he said with a smile.
Taking out a map, she pointed to a country in Africa. “I teach math in a town in Uganda called Gulu to children from ages six to fifteen.”
Taken back, Richard didn't know what to say at first.
Finally, “Wow! That’s really good! Helping out those in need. So what are you doing here then?”
Looking at him, she said, “Summer break, visiting family.”
It fell silent for a long time again.
Richard looked out the window and saw that it wasn't raining. The window wasn't even wet. Looking back in front of him, she was gone; there was no one in the café but the waitress pouring his coffee.
He asked the waitress, “Excuse me, what happened to the young lady sitting in front of me?”
She looked at him puzzled. “Hun,” she said, “you been out cold for about an hour.”
Finishing pouring his coffee she walked away. He took a sip of the coffee and realized how much he hated the taste.



Thursday, 13 March 2014

Bus

Solitaire,
skateboards and
a message in a
bottle
asking
for more skittles.
We rock back and
forth;
chaise berçante.
Sleepers,
Blue jays hats,
mountain dew,
a friends arm
rubbing, on mine and
the wind breathing
on my face.


Wednesday, 12 March 2014

Possibly a finished poem? not sure though

Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one
other times like I'm being ignored by the sun.
All I want is someone to hold,
cus this winter is so damn cold.

Thanks for reading,
Tim

Tuesday, 24 July 2012

two new poems!

I have two new poems! the first one is longer then the second one.
Here they are:


No doctor or man can
Stop the bleeding,
This wound can’t be
Healed by the hand.
This heart needs to
Be mended,
It’s wounded and
Falling apart.
I brought this 
Upon myself,
I know,
But I wanted a
Quick fix of love.
It held this heart
Together for awhile,
But it’s fallen
To pieces now. And there’s
To many to pick up
By myself.
My hearts now
On the ground
In pieces for all to see.
And I hope that
Someday, someone
Will come and
Help pick up the
Broken pieces.

 Here's the second one:

Your heart will forever
Be in mine.
I will think of you
All the time.
Even if we don’t end
Up together,
Know that I will love
You forever.

Tuesday, 17 July 2012

New poem!

Just a little note about this poe: I AM NOT DEPRESSED!! lol! i just write what rhymes and what comes to mind!

I can't contain
This pain.
It's pulsating through
My veins.
My composure I try
To maintain,
But the voices inside
Aren’t sane.
I look back on memory lane,
And realize I’m
On the wane.
This pain
Is tied to me
Like a chain.
And the only way to
Put out this flame,
Is when it comes time
To rain.

Hope you enjoyed it! And again, I AM NOT DEPRESSED!! lol! :)